SOMETIMES… I SIT AND WONDER

 

Sometimes I sit and wander.. through the deserts
and the cities ;
and deep, these thoughts goes,
in the ocean
then all at once
I am afloat.. !

MYSELF

On the edge
I found myself
In silent evenings
I found myself
When hands slipped away
I found myself

I find myself,
Same to the deepest core
I find my sorrows,
Mixed always with innocent hopes
I find myself
Always with strength to open the door.

One Sided Picture

Deep shadows of the dark
The only way to the past
Unknown mysteries here I see
Printed marks beside the street

Wickedness is masked & disguised
Faith laughing at my sight
Finding light too far to reach
Want to fight hard & feel the breeze

Asking myself what’s the meaning of my life
Standing on the doors of my conscience
Seeing the truth inside my soul
Fine winds taking me across the shore

To a place where hope never dies
You will see the truth in my eyes
Faded pictures will come to life
All the blessings in disguise.

A Question

“What has he found who has lost God?
And what has he lost who has found God?”

― Ibn ‘Ata’ Allah Al-Iskandari

The Lost Place

“When you don’t know where to start,
just go to a place you miss so much.”

― Toba Beta

In Depth – FOUND

“In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer.”

― Albert Camus

Limiting Desires

“I have learned to seek my happiness

by limiting my desires,

rather than attempting to satisfy them. “

 

~John Stuart Mills

Who We Are

I thought of everything being washed away, again and again. 
We make such messes in this life, both accidentally and on purpose.
But wiping the surface clean doesn’t really make anything any neater. It just masks what is below.
It’s only when you really dig down deep,
go underground, that you can see who
you really are..

~What Happened to Goodbye – Sarah Dessen 

That’s self-discovery. Finding a part of us, that’s hard to find. We might try to avoid it. But pieces combines together, to makes us who we are and then we make decision of  the life that’s left.

Zikar

I have traveled a thousand miles in search of something
people call “PEACE OF HEART”
I listened to thousand songs in finding the voice
that calls my soul.
Everyday my heart does not rest, it beats hard for something
that was not there.
I had everything around me, but my own self went missing.
In the fast crowd, I am the slow traveler that’s lost or… ?

It’s true that I have no desires
For each word have left their meaning far behind
I want this desert to be mine
The rusty tools of happiness for a smile.

Belief

“ I don’t believe in failure, because simply by saying you’ve failed, you’ve admitted you attempted. And anyone who attempts is not a failure. Those who truly fail in my eyes are the ones who never try at all. The ones who sit on the couch and whine and moan and wait for the world to change for them.”

~ Keeping the Moon – Sarah Dessen